This is how it feels to not believe...

sick days

2004-07-11T20:39:29Z

sick.miserable. haven't heard from any job people. not planning to. no calls from anyone. i must have no friends.

fun in the sun yo

2004-07-08T20:32:50Z

ihandit2u Highway

Valley of Depression	6
Bog of Eternal Marriage	20
Loony-Bin Lane	54
County Jail	110
Mt. Happiness	443
Please Drive Carefully

Where are you on the highway of life?

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How to make a ihandit2u

Ingredients:

3 parts pride

1 part crazyiness

1 part leadership

Method:
Blend at a low speed for 30 seconds. Top it off with a sprinkle of emotion and enjoy!

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How to make a vickey

Ingredients:

5 parts success

5 parts humour

3 parts joy

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Serve with a slice of fitness and a pinch of salt. Yum!

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How to make a victoria

Ingredients:

1 part anger

5 parts ambition

5 parts empathy

Method:
Blend at a low speed for 30 seconds. Serve with a slice of emotion and a pinch of salt. Yum!

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UCAUTION

IN THE INTEREST OF SAFETY IT IS ADVISABLE TO KEEP VICKEY AWAY FROM FIRE AND FLAMES.

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ihandit2u @ 2004-07-07T13:54:00

2004-07-07T18:06:06Z

today was a good day so far. school wasn't so bad, and there is a wicked hot guy in my math class. <3 when i got home i slpet for like 2 hours until i woke up to the ringing of my cell phone. it was liz calling me, and she's sleeping over 2nite, then we're seeing a movie tommorrow. I have driving school tonight, which is pretty enjoyable, but i have twirling tommorrow which i definetly don't want to go to for certain reasons ;) anyway, prolly gonna go sleep some more! Gotta love free time!

internet stuff

2004-07-07T01:49:20Z

V	Vain
I	Industrious
C	Confused
K	Kinky
E	Exquisite
Y	Yummy

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just another day in the life...

2004-07-07T01:31:00Z

so here it goes. My parents are still fighting and divorce is more inveitable than it was before, if that's possible. But now i feel stuck betweem them. My mom was complaining about my sister over reacting about everything she did, which i know she has been doing lately, but my dad was talking to me about it and he makes such good points and i'm so confused. and i got to thinking about it, what would i do if they did get divorced? i mean, sure i'd live with my dad, but if i went to visit my mom, i would be afraid that my dad would get angry with me or upset, like i don't love him as much or something. which i know sounds totally childish ad stupid, but that's the way i feel. deal with it.

summer school

2004-07-06T17:17:47Z

ah the first day of summer school. oh the mystical fun and wonder of it all. I finished filling out 5 applications for jobs today. i doubt i'll get one. i hate my stupid life. it sucks. bad. took a quiz:

Your Heart is Black

What Color is Your Heart?
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lovely. just fucking lovely.

ihandit2u @ 2004-07-05T15:15:00

2004-07-05T19:23:20Z

i feel like i'm being kicked out of my family. on my sixteenth birthday i will offically be cut off from the privilage of having allowance, and when i get a job (hopefully in the next couple of weeks) i have to pay for my own clothes. family love and a sweet 16?

ihandit2u @ 2004-07-05T13:49:00

2004-07-05T17:55:08Z

ihandit2u may explode without warning

M
EXPLOSIVE

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ihandit2u @ 2004-07-05T12:35:00

2004-07-05T16:43:20Z

life is pretty fucked up right now. my parents fight so much. divorce seems inevitable. I think my friends have abandoned me. I like the one guy i'm not supposed to. Going to summer school. Shaming my parents. With life being this fun i can't imagine why anyone would want to commit suicide.